One of my hardest parenting lessons happened when my son was about a year and a half. Seemingly overnight, my lovely little blue-eyed baby turned into a tiny hissing grouch monster with flailing feet and fists. He went from generally amenable around transitions to someone I had to carry kicking and screaming from grandma\u2019s house, the resale shop and various restaurants. From a cuddly person who always wanted to be carried in the sling he became someone who insisted on walking \u201cby self!\u201d and when expected to hand-hold in a parking lot became a wailing dead weight.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dinner time, nap time, go downstairs time, greet daddy at the door time, put on shoes time, change diaper time \u2014 they were all opportunities for him to lose his dang mind (and for me to lose mine).<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was awful<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It was me, I knew it was me. I was the worst mother ever. My experience working with other people\u2019s kids, it felt useless. I remember crying in the passenger seat of our car while my husband drove us away from yet another public tantrum saying, \u201cI don\u2019t know what I\u2019ve done! I think I broke him!\u201d And I had a list a mile long of every little thing I might have done wrong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And then this wonderful thing happened, which was an old friend from my job at the shelter called me because her daughter (exactly one month older than my son) was doing the same exact thing <\/em>and she wanted my advice. Which was hilarious of course because I had no idea how to fix any of it. But as we talked (and cried and eventually laughed) we both realized, oh, this is toddlers. This is a toddler thing. Here we were trying to raise babies \u2014 using all those mad baby raising skills we\u2019d perfected \u2014 and they\u2019d turned into toddlers so that baby stuff didn\u2019t work anymore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n This taught me several things:<\/p>\n\n\n\n That last one, that\u2019s really the point I want to make today. Kids outgrow everything \u2014 clothes and car seats and parenting tools. So we know how to do things, we know how to handle our kids and then one day we realize that we don\u2019t. It\u2019s a terrible<\/em> feeling especially because we don\u2019t figure out that things don\u2019t work anymore until, well, until they stop working. Which means that usually we need to fail in some way to realize we need to change up our game.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You know what it\u2019s like? It\u2019s like when you reach into the diaper bag at library story time for that extra pants for inevitable diaper blow outs and realize you\u2019ve only got a summer sunsuit for a three-month old and nothing to fit the robust nine-month old in front of you on this crisp winter morning. You thought you were prepared \u2014 and you absolutely were<\/em> prepared when you packed that diaper bag six or seven months ago \u2014 but time got away from you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n They outgrow stuff. We aren\u2019t always ready for it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Failing is no fun, especially when it comes to our kids, which is why I think we need to reframe the idea that it is<\/em> a failure. Maybe that\u2019s just what parenting looks like. Maybe it\u2019s a lot messier than we thought and maybe we, as parents, need to know that sometimes (often) we\u2019re going to be learning on the run. So my son completely flipping out over everything was his way of saying, \u201cYo, this isn\u2019t working for me\u201d and not a condemnation of every single thing that came before. All those things I was doing that felt like mistakes? They weren\u2019t mistakes; they were just outdated. It worked until it didn\u2019t, which is just how it\u2019s going to be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n As parents, we will make decisions that we may eventually regret but that doesn\u2019t mean they were the wrong decisions. We can only respond to what we know right then and there at the moment we\u2019re making them. Later on down the line as things change \u2014 ourselves, our kids, our circumstances \u2014 we will be responding to new things and we will make new decisions.<\/p>\n\n\n\n With my son, one of the big decisions I made was to adjust my expectations. Once I realized that he was being a pretty typical toddler, I relaxed a whole lot. I planned for him to balk at transitions, I honed my transitioning techniques, and I made the rest of his life more toddler-friendly (a big thing for my son was that he was ready for new activities; I hadn\u2019t realized that he was bored). And the next time we hit a breaking point, I recognized it for what it was \u2014 a time for me to stop and reassess, not proof that I was doing it all wrong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Oh and then my daughter? Whole new thing, whole new path, whole new challenges. Because there is no such thing as figuring this out, the end. It\u2019s always process and progress and a big old mess of love and struggle (thus the Mr. Rogers quote down there).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" One of my hardest parenting lessons happened when my son was about a year and a half. Seemingly overnight, my lovely little blue-eyed baby turned into a tiny hissing grouch monster with flailing feet and fists. 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